By Vivana Luzochimana
Hey what’s up?
Im feeling super alone, I’m feeling a deep sense of loneliness where I am
What do you need?
to sit, to sleep, to cry.
I want to hug, to breathe
And most importantly I need to be with someone other than myself right now
Why? What’s going on?
there are moments I scare myself
I seem to always take myself back to my most vulnerable moment
and even though I‘ve moved from that point in time, literally, there are still moments of doubt
moments of deep sadness that flow through my veins like barbed wire snare
…I can’t breathe where I am
At least, not on my own very well
Some nights I wake up in cold sweats
with dreams so vivid
I feel like I lose myself in the past
And if I don’t relive these moments
I’m afraid that the few memories I have will last and they’ll consume me
I’m afraid and I need company
To sit. To sleep. To hug. To smile.
Hey. I’ll come get you. I love you and I’m coming to keep you safe.